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Story time kids! Wow where do I even start?
About a year ago I was here on Kiki's account, I was still new to the whole ask account thing so I was looking to make her some friends! I stumbled across a page and decided to ask a question. A simple question, "Wanna hang out" Plain and simple.
Who was to know something as simple as that would spiral into what it is now.
We kept talking more and more after the question, roleplaying and talking OOC. When talking OOC I noticed that I felt different about him then when I talked to other admins..I wasn't sure what it was, but I was always excited when I got a reply from him, I stayed up late at night just to talk to him! Hell, when my laptop broke I'd sneak downstairs to use the desktop hahah..It sounds pretty pathetic, I know, I felt like a stalker I guess pffhaha..But that feeling I got when talking to him didn't go away..I had pondered to myself if this was a crush..I wasn't sure..But it seemed like the only answer..However I did dismiss it, because I wasn't sure if he would feel the same way I did..Eventually, we had been talking for quite some time, and he asked me for my number, so of course I gave it to him..Texting brought us closer, and it seems weird but I had fallen farther in my crush, and I had to except the fact that I had feelings for him. However, at this point he did have a girlfriend, and I did mean it when I told him I wanted him to be happy, so I then had to except that my chances had flown by me, and if he was happy then I have to put on my big girl panties and grow up..so that's what I did, and I started calling him my big brother, I figured this was as close as we were gonna get, and all he'd ever see me as was his little sister..and it stayed that way for awhile.
There came a point when they did break up, however, and I was still the little sister there to comfort him, as I assumed it would stay. The feelings however, they were still there, and I know some people would think to act on them, but I couldn't just spew my feelings onto him while he's still getting over his old ones. All I could do was comfort him, and I was okay with that, I just wanted him to be happy again. I want to say, a week or so later we were talking and he asked me if I wanted to "Try the long distance relationship thing" with him..haha he sounded like a dork the way he put it..but I have never felt my heart beat as fast as it did that day..I wasn't sure what to make of it, because it seemed really soon to start a new one, (however he did explain it to me at a later date.) But I wanted to try it..I wanted to be able to tell him I loved him like I had wanted to for so long..So I said yes. And we're still together to this day..It turns out, he felt the same way about me for awhile too! I was pretty stupid not to pick up on it I guess but it all worked out, huh?♥ We've been going out for 11 months, a whole year next month! (:> And even with the distance I couldn't be happier!
You may be wondering why I'm telling you all this on a simple valentines day question..well the answer is simple,
This month on the 15th we were finally able to meet in person, and I have never felt as happy as I did the 3 days he was here♥♥♥
I have some pictures so I'll never forget u//v//u
I know I'm young, but there's no doubt in my mind that I wanna spend the rest of my life with him<3
Psst--! "He" is--:iconask-sketch-avarice:

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chrommies's avatar
ew u two are gross
get a room
jeez
letting your daughter see all of this